Ready for the official goodbye party for our It’s a Grind. I am mixture of emotions. Tonight should be tons of fun.

In love with my new earrings!

I love him so much.

Don’t know what i would have had to write about if there wasn’t you, or if i ever would have wrote at all. They said it wouldn’t last… nothing ever does.

but you and me, we’re different, always were.

stuck together forever, whatever that will mean.

everything is still all wrong, and we’re still all that’s real (the only thing that’s ever been). the only words i’ve ever meant was when i said i’d do anything for you. see, our claws stretch deep inside, and that’s where they’ll stay.

you say you’re lucky you have me, but i had nothing before you had me…nothing to care about and no songs to sing.

i’ve seen the world singing songs about you (the only story i could ever tell right).

we said we’d see the world, you gave it to me.

so we’re stuck together forever, you and me.

stuck together forever,

no matter what that means.

Hey

been trying to meet you.

Hey,

must be a devil between us

or whores in my head

whores at my door,

whores in my bed,

but hey where have you been?

If you go i will surely die.

We’re chained.

This movie always makes me cry, but I love it so much. There’s just something about it.

• Bought our plane tickets

• Booked the hotel

The serious things are over. It is now officially, official. :)

New York is going to be amazing!

Wrap your arms around me.
I’m fucking freezing, and I just saw napalm in your eyes.
Rip off what’s left of another day, another crash.
I’m not good with goodbyes.
Moments like this don’t just come and go, so soak it in.
This is all I know.

Hollow eyes have seen it all.
They say it takes a lifetime for an empire to fall.
I keep swallowing, choking on ashes, hoping that you will help me breathe.
But tomorrow’s not coming.
There’s nothing left to believe.
You look like Christmas to me, pale and glowing.
The streetlight catching you through the window.
And for a split second I forgot all my failures, and the trash on the street below.
I’m here with you. You’re here with me.

Let’s try to forget.
Flesh on flesh.

If it is possible, I will be getting these after New York.

I always wanted that brown leather chair. The “Aiden chair.”